envious_soul

hellooooo

what is your favorite feel good song???? 

just a song that makes you happy

i had a lot of fun this weekend.
I sold tacos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like all day saturday. but i didnt go sunday. best fricken tacos, all of it carne asada , carnitas, and al pastor...yummy and then best part was they gave them to me for free.

another great part.

me making nachos*
*gabbi nena's sister standing next to me

"aqui! aqui!!!" mexican dude yells
"gabbi get the tacos!!"
"uhhhhhhhhh..."-gabbi
("aquiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!"
"gabbbi get the tacos!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"okay" gabbi gets the tacos hella scared
me-:give me those tacos!"

today:
"some of the best tacos are made by asians"
"uhhhhhhhhhh..................really?"
"yes"

hey, this weekend has been greatly great!!!
hung out with mandy and kris... Mandy's sister's friend mooned us.....and i was in the passenger seat so i saw most of it and mandy and kris were like wat??? omg omg me=*blushes* *covers eyes*

but i kind of provoked him....with some dirty signs =( ehheehehehe i wouldnt have done what i did if i had known he would have done that.....i am kind of suprised i did what i did cause...............wait no no i'm not....i am actually pretty naughty..hahhahah


went to see the queen today

i tried so hard to remeber when Princess Diana died but i had such a hard time....But i do remeber how sad my mom was....I was actually pretty sad myself and then felt sad after the movie cause it is sad.

now i am even sadder cause i was prollly going to go to mexico with my somebooooddddy but when i talked to them tonight it sounds like that wont be possible. damn we were so about to go too......god.......i was like 99.9% sure i was going but no i am only like i dunno even know......but the people we were going to go see i dont know how much they will want to see us and i dont know how comfortable i'd be with who we would be going with now........gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i was so excited..........he is such a jerk

i am now going to go to bed and cry myself to sleep because i can............

I am very tired of this life. I can't wait untill I go to college. Hopefully in Portugual, because California is just getting so boring. This is not the life for me. I feel like i should be going out and partying and flirting with guys. Not here with these plain people,with plain lives. I want it to be more glamourous. Well not everyone is boring but gaaahhhhh.i want to see this



not this


I feel as if i am being sucked dry of my personality, of who I am. Like everyone here is like "join us join us be normal plain and boring!!!" but i am not. I want to live in the city. GAaaaaaaahhhh

i guess i am really just mad about this whole basketball thing. Some girls are mad cause i didnt go to tryouts or practice last night. But sorry i do not want to play with some girls who are like "yaaay lines" and i have been up like every night for freaking 4545 hours coughing and having freakin asthma attacks and now i am sick and feel like i am about to pass out. I just want to get away from all this. like dannielle,kristen,lariel, and amanda too probably.

I feel trapped. I hate feeling trapped. I love my friends but i dont really know how much i have in common with them. I mean i feel like i am stuck. I dont really know many others who really have all that much in common with me. I mean i will find people who are because there are tons. But will i find them here???? Gaaah I wish i had more friends who are like me.....These girls are just like sports,rap,black guys, and being good. But i want art,music,soccer,night clubs,and indie movies and other shit. GAaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh they dont even know me. Godamn they think i like simple plan green day shit....Just cause i like rockkk

gaaaaaaaaaaaah i need to leave. I feel so drained..............this post has been me repeating the same thing.......4 years then i am gone.......I hope it will be better where ever i am. Portgal,England,Spain. I feel like i am going to pass out. i just want to be held right now. I want to be loved. I want real friends. I dont want this basketball shit. I dont want mchs. I want this pounding in my head to go away. I need love i dont just want it i need it.

i love to dance dance daaaance


did i ever tell you how i was always in dance untill about hmmmmmmmm 5 years ago..... but i loved it and now i miss dance so much so i have decided to take a dance class a chabot... anybody want to join me?????

a big portuguese man named Gene just walked through my house i was about to begin watching this hilarious Cristiano Ronaldo interview and I immidetely minimized it and went into myspace. He just walked through and said nothing it freaked me the fuck out... I mean who does he think he is just walking through my house to get a paper towel so he can fix MY car?? and then step over this big project i have!!!! gaaaaaahhhhh

ahaha Yeah but I am not mad...lol i was just like wtf..???? *smile* get out of Cristiano interiew...


now he is talking to my mom and is getting like just hella excited and talking with his hands and yeah pretty intresting to watch so i cant listen to my interview or my cd player or look at pictures of Cristiano.....then when i start i end up listening to them talk cause it super duper funny and i cant listen to my interview so that means i cant get it out of my syestem and then do my project which he trippped on!!!!!!! ahhaaha but he is a pretty cool guy hahahahahhaha dude Cristiano is sooo hooottttt gaaaaaaahhh i love PORTUGUESE GUYS!!!!!!!!! BEING PORTUGUESE GUYS ARE HAIRY AND HOOOTTTTT BUT YA GOTTA LOVE THEM!!!! and wax them haahaha


when i 20 i was good 21 better hehehehe

okay now gene left hahahaaa and he is gonna fix my door..................sometime when my mom buys me a door knob aajajajaja

wow now i know why i dont look like my dad....................

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bobbie wat is the name of this song???

oh yes and Happy New Years!!!

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i am making a list of the top ten prettiest women.
in no specific order! iwas really bored and i have done the top hottest guys so now i will do top prettiest girls and expect top hottest guys verrrrryyyy soon!!!!!!!!! =)
11) zhyi she is so pretty! and was in one of my favorite movies!



she is so pretty! and was in one of my favorite movies!

10)keira knightley. Pretty,feminine,sporty, and classic. she can do many different looks! that is good to have!

9)


angelina jolie she is so prettty!! just a glamourous beatuy!

8)


gong li! enough said she is just hot!!! lol she is the prettiest bitch ever!

7)


selena pretty and talented.

6)

adriana is pretty and she can do a gilllion different looks. she also has a great name! lol

5)


halle berry is soo pretty and this isnt even one of her nicest pictures

4)


penlope cruz is freaking gorgeous she was reallly wasting her time with tom guuuh

3)


tyra banks is pretty!! she is a great model...not the best actress and her show is the best!

2)

naima is super dooper pretty and my favortie antm winner!

1)


she is so pretty and sometimes a crazy kind of pretty but yeah!

Last night I called my dad to talk to him about my grandpa ,his dad, and he was like nobody here is crying we are all laughing.....I know sounds really bad, but like they were just talking about his life and stuff. I remeber going to his house for easter and stuff when i was little and he would give me a couple dollars a jelly beans and told me how old i looked. This year i went to his house and he still had the jelly beans and i almost passed out from the smoke and he really didnt reconigze me. It was kinda funny he was just like "who the hell???" hahahhahaaha then he was like ohhh.

Then after he had the stroke and was in the hospital i went to visit him. He had just gotten out of surgery and the docotors told me he hadnt opened his eyes. then my dad was like "Hey pops? You know who is here?"
he nodded no
"adriana is here"
then he sat up and looked up at me the nurse asked him if he knew who i was then he said "thats my granddaughter" but like really proud i dunno and then all the nurses where suprised he sat up and spoke. it was tight.

but hella funny cause he didnt remeber elderige 9my oldest brother)who comes to seee him all the time but he remebered me and andre who never see anybody. we are the worst grandchildren lol jk. I guess when andre (other brother)came he was like "hey gramps you know who this is?" and then he was like "heey its Andre" hahaha

I feel bad though he last few weeks of his life he had a stroke and he had to stay with some hella loud ass kids. He hella yelled at them and was hella bad he was all "shut the fuck you god damn motherfucking kids" i would just sit there and roll my eyes but then like he would kind of whisper yell it cause he couldnt really yell it. lol

he never yelled at me when i was little though but i mean how could yell at me? i was hella cute and still am. and last night i found out that i look like my portuguese family. it was weird!!!!! i went from thinking i was adopted to finding out i am not.

alejandra cardenas is the biggest idiot ever!!!!1 she just called me and was like are you going to the thing for adrian's birthday and i was like what? i was invited and i thought me and adrian are tight. she was just like oh. and then i thought she saw the myspace thing and was calling to say sorry......bitch...lol pms and family deaths do not mix..ahahhahahaa


alright now i have to get ready for a 3 hour drive to the ggggghhhetttoooooo loo

i love you & i miss you

you will always be with me.

I guess you really loved your first wife.

I hope you two are happy together wherever it is we go after our life here on earth is over

i hope that you knew how much i loved you

and how much I love you still.

this would be perfect except for thr spider ewwwwww lol but if i was with becks i would be able to live with the spider lol

i think i have self-esteem issues...i know it so may not sound like it cause of some of my other posts but yeah.
last night was awesome. i talked alot for me lmao. it felt like i was looking at pictures of them just reaaally big lmao. this i think is going to be the suprise of the century. i dont like The Josh Garza ANY LONGER!!!
crazy isnt it going from being in love with him to not even caring. well shit happens its crazy when i think about it though. I was like crazy about Zach then talking to him a couple times i hated him.
i need some spandex. i guess i'll buy some today. i need to practice. i have sooo much to do. i think i have some homework also. well bobbie is sleeping pr trying to sleep. but i feel like waking her up. cause i am bored and that is the only reason i am stilll typing.
love adriana </

i am realy bored soooo if anyone would like me to make them a soundtrack for their life i can make it!
thats the one i made for myself

ok zach is a self-absorbed asshole and he can fuck himself and yeah just like go to hell